prelude What did you do in the dark and the cold? I smoked and I shivered with no hand to hold. Where did you go when your teeth got fucked up? I slept on the stairs and I never woke up. Who was the girl that you used to be? Nobody much, Just little ol' me. *************************************** Dear readers, I have been in a psychiatric hospital since last Thursday and just got out today. I would say I just got sprung, but it was nice in there; the food was okay and sometimes good, the nurses were nice, Christian, pretty Armenian women who wore a lot of make up and who I would have written off as being dumb and mean when I was a teenager, just for being pretty and religious. I had a nervous breakdown. I haven't gotten over the summer's heart surgery and my new ticking heart yet. I take too much stuff. I am moving to Florida on Friday, to stay with my dad and stepmom for a few months. I just wanted to let you k...