Early October 2015

prelude

What did you do in the dark and the cold?

I smoked and I shivered with no hand to hold.

Where did you go when your teeth got fucked up?

I slept on the stairs and I never woke up.

Who was the girl that you used to be?

Nobody much, 

Just little ol' me.

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Dear readers, I have  been in a psychiatric hospital since last Thursday and just got out today.  I would say I just got sprung, but it was nice in there; the food was okay and sometimes good, the nurses were nice, Christian, pretty Armenian women who wore a lot of make up and who I would have written off as being dumb and mean when I was a teenager, just for being pretty and religious.  I had a nervous breakdown.  I haven't gotten over the summer's heart surgery and my new ticking heart yet.  I take too much stuff. I am moving to Florida on Friday, to stay with my dad and stepmom for a few months.  

I just wanted to let you know.  

xoxo princess robin xoxo