Wednesday, October 7, 2015

Early October 2015


What did you do in the dark and the cold?
I smoked and I shivered with no hand to hold.
Where did you go when your teeth got fucked up?
I slept on the stairs and I never woke up.
Who was the girl that you used to be?
Nobody much, 
Just little ol' me.


Dear readers, I have  been in a psychiatric hospital since last Thursday and just got out today.  I would say I just got sprung, but it was nice in there; the food was okay and sometimes good, the nurses were nice, Christian, pretty Armenian women who wore a lot of make up and who I would have written off as being dumb and mean when I was a teenager, just for being pretty and religious.  I had a nervous breakdown.  I haven't gotten over the summer's heart surgery and my new ticking heart yet.  I take too much stuff. I am moving to Florida on Friday, to stay with my dad and stepmom for a few months.  
I just wanted to let you know.  

xoxo princess robin xoxo