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WILD ANIMALS: Chapter One

Hello! Here is the first chapter of a long short story or short novella I wrote. Wild Animals She was mine and I was hers Gambled hard and split the purse A patient and her patient nurse She was mine and I was hers       1 Wild Animal Some of the damage caused by my mother, Gloria, scorched the earth, and sometimes those who adored her wished we’d never known her, wished we’d never even been born.  I adored her, but to adore her, one had to figuratively roll one’s eyes at about half her declarations, especially when they were slurred.  One had to figuratively shrug one’s shoulders in a gesture like “That’s our Gloria,” though only in response to a benign destruction.  Only when she was just telling white lies or asking to borrow money while joking that she’d never pay it back. “I never, ever imagined myself with kids,” she said once.  “I know, you hate it when I talk about having you -- you think I sound too object...

xox HOSPITAL SELFIES xox

The Woman With the Saggy Breasts (Poem)

The woman with the saggy breasts That woman with the saggy breasts is me But how on earth did that come to be? Mom sloped low with her burdened sigh, Now so do I, so do I.

Being Women Together

Being Women Together My mother and I were women together.  Well, okay, I was only her girl child for some of those years, but I quite precociously grasped one evening when I heard the plentiful and ebullient family next door having a barbecue that lasted roughly from noon until midnight the summer of my eleventh year the disquieting contrast between those noises and smells and the quiet dusk of our own kitchen. “I’m lonely.  I want more,” my sullen gaze telegraphed itself into her awareness. “I understand, one hundred percent” the squeeze she gave my hand – two short squeezes and a long one that felt particularly sincere and protective – transmitted. So – this was womanhood, was our own version of womanhood anyway – a cloud of dissatisfaction palpable as a self-separate entity, a runty bunny rabbit, white with those gruesome red eyes.