sweetheart redux

A Thousand Clowns Badlands Coraline Dinner for Schmucks Elephant Man (the) Fall Georgy Girl Housekeeping I Heart Huckabees Joe Vs. the Volcano Killing of a Chinese Bookie Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou Midnight Cowboy Night of the Iguana (the) Outsiders Please Give Quick Change Royal Tenenbaums She's So Lovely Times Square (the) Usual Suspects Vanilla Sky Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf? (no X's!) Yellow Submarine Zoolander

Hi! Here is the last issue of the zine I did throughout middle high and high school. Published March 1997.

There are some stories I would like to tell that I don't because it seems too hard to start at the beginning, or else there is too much detail there that I didn't appreciate at the time and too many cool things I let slip through my fingers when I had the chance, so I just try to move on, to avoid pangs of regret.  My stepmom's friendship with the artist and old Malibu art scene personality Renate Druks is one of these stories.   My dad and stepmom inherited all her artwork and personal effects when she passed away, and I think the heavy ghost of Renate was too much for them, too, because they have longterm loaned her artwork and effects to Mike, a Renate aficionado who has done a remake of Renate's 1973 experimental short film Spaceboy.  Mike is sort of the curator of her stuff for right now, and I feel like my entire family sort of relies on him to show the proper homage to and interest in her and her work.  I can't overestimate how hard it i...

check out my contribution to the wonderful blog The Hairpin today. xoxoxo Robin http://thehairpin.com/2013/03/horror-and-loss-in-glamorous-hollywood

Today's contest is for a purse, scarf or set of coasters (your choice) handmade by me , and all you have to do to enter is guess at which age I lost my virginity.  JUST KIDDING!  I find the subject of virginity loss totally repulsive.  REALLY what you have to do if you would like a chance to win a homemade gift is to submit a beautiful line or paragraph from a novel or poem (make sure to credit the writer in your submission, which you should put in the"Comments").    The most beautiful one wins. Good luck! (oh, just to clarify, virginity itself isn't a gross topic to me, just society's prurient obsession w/ virginity loss as well as some of the sexist myths that go along w/ it, like the idea that if a woman doesn't bleed the first time, she's lying about her virginity, etc). Gross! - Virginity Scene Purse Coasters Scarf

I keep mentioning how I'm too embarrassed to read over most of what I wrote as a teen that's been in these old zines I'm posting.  Well one thing I do think is fun to read is my lists of things.  For instance I had a friend who was really into heavy metal and had pictures from magazines covering every square inch of her wall, and I cataloged who all the pictures were of and put that list in an issue, and later when she turned punk I cataloged and published the list of who all the new magazine pages were of (from Kiss to L7, etc.).  I have a bunch of DVD's, and tonight I began to catalog them , only making it thru 2 double-shelved shelves so far.  I still have another bookcase to go, another night.  Some of these dvd's were mine or my husband's before we met each other, some were bought impulsively while "on" something on a sadness shopping spree at Target , some were like Secret Santa gifts from work Xmas parties in Conference Rooms, some are my fa...

Originally published in August 1996, this is the penultimate Sweetheart zine, my middle school and high school zine.